idk who'd or where i'd be if it weren't for my pokemon spIn tbh, obv this site wouldn't
exist, for starters. I feel like pokemon is perfect in every single way like God put it
on this universe specifically for me (which I know isn't true at all I'm just saying it feels
like it ok..) It's beautiful. I love pokemon I LOVE POKEMON!!!!! it's my fav thing if u haven't
guessed already. I know alot of people with special interests have like 3 fans of said interest and a lost media
art book or smth. So I'm privileged for mine being the most popular franchise.
On the topic I can't rlly imagine who I'd be if I didn't have autism. Obv life would be 100x easier.
But u know it shifts my brain to the point it affects every aspect of my very being, so, it's hard
thinking about what life would've been like if I just didn't have it. ~_~
idk what to write about uhhh I'm looking for a few jobs, I was told not to be picky but if I'm like unable to work properly then wats the point ? I'm def leaning towards being a night shift guy or janitor or smth. I apply to collge too so they better accept me or else ill just cry
I’m gonna have to get a job soon (yay! Less time away from the screens) but I feel like it’s gonna be a long and tedious process. Often times, I find it very hard to speak even at times where I really want to. I guess it’s “selective mutism” (which makes it sound like I choose when I can and can’t speak, that’s not the case at all) so that alone knocks off 90% of the job industry off the list. Also, my back is curved in a way where my hips start to sore whenever I do too much physical activity. I tried fixing that myself by exercising, but since im moving away from our gym, I won’t be able to do that for free anymore. So there goes another 8% of jobs, in which I’m left with 2%. Not a good number to be starting out with.
There’s a few of you that were here for the very first design of this
site..super scary. Thinking back on it, what da heck was I thinking? It was
unique, but poorly structured to the point I could barely put anything on
the home page. Comes the 2nd design, gameboy themed with a greyscale palette
and again, a horrendous layout. By then I bought a domain & payed for nekoweb
so my website url could match the theme. Now here we are! Currently I really
like the design, but trust me, I won’t hesitate to change it for a 4th time
if I get a better idea. What I’m mostly proud of is my gameboy chatbox I made!!
Chattable is way better than Cbox IMO, I got to color it like a GB screen!
I hand-code everything from scratch, from html all the way to javascript. My god.
There’s prob existing code for all my JS files, considering I’ve seen them around
a lot on the personal web. Yet, I take the hard way out and do them myself. (Edit:
I forgot the typing tab title wasn’t mine, I just modified it to my liking) It’s
nice tho, knowing all my creations are my own, even if they aren’t 100% original.
It’s a good mindset to have, with the rise of AI and “why waste all your time
coding you could’ve just had ChatGBT do it for you” which . Yeah . I’m fully
aware my JS codes are very easy to replicate. I’m still allowed to be proud,
right..? >_>
hello! This is the start of my blog. This is where I write pretty
much whatever..and give
visitors something new to read daily!
(I'll try updating daily, but sometimes im busy/nothing to
talk about..)